I give my all to people
They spit back in my face
I feel broken and shattered
The need to disappear without a trace

My mind is fractured
I can't think straight
Accept within my poems
In these lines I create.

My mental issues make it worse
I think about every moment
From the smallest to the biggest
About every opponent

I've fell out with people
Family and friends
At the end of the year
It all ends.

I've got many knives in me
All in my back
I am so tired
After attack and attack.

No more shall I feel hurt
No more shall I feel betrayed
No more shall I feel broken
No more shall I feel my life is disarrayed

I'm done with the quarrels.
I'm done with negativity.
I'm leaving it behind
To embrace positivity.

Taking the daggers out my back
The scars won't heal
But that's human
Not in the slightest unreal.

My time is coming.
New year draws near.
No more shall I worry
When the new year is here.

I will rebuild myself
One piece at a time
I'm not going to stop
Until i feel sublime.