I've tried my hardest,
And I have done my best.
Life has tried me,
And so I have failed its test.

I do what seemed right,
It was just what was needed.
I carried on doing it,
Till I'm emotionally bleeded.

I shared a thought,
It's a hope and dream.
A product quite giving,
From the rest of the team.

I give it my all,
And I sure did try.
But what came with it,
Made me cry.

A vision is shattered,
Unfixable by glue.
This is what hurt, pain and stress,
Can do to you.

I'm now part of a game,
The mind games now haunts me.
I feel targeted and attacked,
But no one but I can see.

I point it out,
I made it known.
Only to find out,
I'm on my own.

People mock and taunt me,
And it gets to my head.
Now I end each night,
Crying in my bed.

Every day i carry on,
My spirits falsely high.
Then hitting rock bottom,
When the air is stone dry.

I feel betrayed,
I feel used.
Now a mental punching bag,
Being attacked and abused.

I'm trying my best
Just to soldier on.
Will they miss me,
When I'm gone?

I know I'm in the right,
And what's what I'm told.
But this pain...
This pain is getting real old.

All of this piles up
It makes me feel depressed as fuck.
But I feel the leeches,
Happiness and desire all of it they suck.

They left me here.
I'm just skin and bone.
Laying here.
Alone.